Anonymous asked: There could be someone your age looking for the same thing. You just have to find them
True. But finding them is the hardest part..Not only do they have to want what I want, but they have to want ‘Me’ as well.
Hmm…
I’m really starting to get sick and tired of being single. I honestly love the typical idea of being “free to mingle” but I find myself not wanting to mingle while I’m single. I just want to find someone, and stick what that person. Sure care free sex with someone you don’t have to feel or buy things for is great! But there’s always that wanting for more.
I’m scared that after high school I wont be able to get in a relationship with anyone, because most if my relationships started there, or I met them there and made a move on MSN or something. In the real “grown up” world, you can’t do that and expect something serious.
But then again, a lot of people my age aren’t looking for what I am. Their more into the “if we break up cool, if not, cool” type shit. I actually take a relationship extremely seriously…and that’s usually the reason they leave or cheat. And the two people I had serious relationships either cheated on me, or we had a bit of a…”complication”, which abruptly ended our relationship.
I want more than anything to get married, have a huge house are car, and come home from work to a loving, beautiful, enthusiastic wife and maybe one day children. I know at my “too far ahead” to be thinking about, but that’s the more important part of my life, in my opinion.
Your childhood usually is filled with excitement and extreme pain and disappointment. And growing up isn’t much easier. But once you face the world for what it is, grow up a little more, and get a little more responsible…things start looking up.
But I guess until then I have to face the fact that no one my age wants what I want.
Fuck you.
I am so unbelievably done talking to you. Everything that comes out of your god damn mouth is so fucking needy, or ignorant, or just fucking annoying; that it’s sickening.
You say you have a problem, or want to talk, and I try to help. I say “text me” or “come on MSN” but it HAS to be a phone call, or webcam, or you just fucking leave.
I’m not going to stop every single thing I’m doing, so I can call you or go on webcam, just to hear about your problem. If you want to talk to me, then text me, or e-mail me, or go on MSN. Not that fucking hard. And then when you don’t get your way and want to leave, I get sick of your bullshit and leave before you do, which makes me a “grumpass”. FUCK YOU. How about that?
I listen to all your bullshit, your constant nagging, whiny text’s about other people and how your life is OH SO fucking terrible. But when I try and help, or give my opinion its never good enough, or its not the way you wanted it to be. Well how about you just fuck off. Stop complaining to me if you don’t want my help.
And this bullshit about not having any friends? GO GET SOME. It’s not fucking hard to get off your ass, and say hi to someone. Or maybe get one of your friends to introduce you to one of there’s.
I’m socially awkward too and I have friends. And when there was a time I didn’t have any, I made some. I didn’t bitch to me ex about it. God damn.
Brand New Blog!
I decided that I am going to create a separate blog, for mostly people to submit pictures, comment, and ask questions; separately from my personal blog. The name of the blog is www.massproducedchaos.tumblr.com
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Second Blog!
Hello followers, as little of you as you are, I really appreciate the support on this blog! I have created a second blog acreationofbordom.tumblr.com
The reason is really in the title, and you can submit photos/videos there, ask question and create and share topics.
Thanks!
Anonymous asked: Do you really look like him? You should post a picture of yurself!
Lmao thaaaats alright, I’m not really sure I like the idea of looking like him…but I suppose it could be much worse xD
Anonymous asked: Did you know you have the same name as jeffree stars friend?
I’ve been told, apparently we look a little alike too, but meh
